I'm not the one I used to be

Hey, folks! It's been a while. Yeah, I have been too busy to post new posts recently. You know third grader, there are so many things I have in both mind and school. And well, since it's holiday, I'm gonna spare some time to post. ;)

Like seasons, people change

At least, that's what I heard for almost all the time and I do obviously see it happens to me. And I feel the changes are super bad! It's no good at all. People keep moaning about who I am now. Some of them even walk away and start to turn their backs on me. Actually, I don't even care what others think and do. But even I myself am too scared of who I am now.

Another Shatterday

Okay, here I am..
Stuck in Medan while almost all my friends are having a trip abroad.
Well, so far it's not a dull holiday.
Hahaha.
Anyway, 7 days to go and I'm officially 17!!!!
NOOOOO!!!!!!!
I'm getting older.
Frankly, I'm not ready yet.
:(

Freedom

Hey!
This is the first post for June.
Finally, I can have a rest.
Had just gone home from school.
And jumped in front of computer very quickly.
Been missing going online, chatting, downloading songs...
Ahh..
Today's the last day of semester exam, like finally.
Can't believe that it's over.
I can see freedom is coming my way.
Yee-Haw!
:D

Tis The Last Post for Today

Well, it's a long tiring day today.
Everything's in a mess, physically and mentally.
Whew~
Downloaded Lady Gaga's songs like finally.
Now, I can finally rest.
But oops!
I need to go to Thamrin since I'm hungry and in need of anything sweets.
Anything, as long as it's sweet!
Craving for anything sweet.
HAHA!

Well, I gotta go now.
Tis the last post for today.
I'm gonna hit on the 'Publish Post' button and yeah, off I go.
See ya on my next posts!
:)

xxx

jelly beans

Okay..
Jelly beans.
Bet everyone knows Jelly Beans, right?
:)

Okay, so I really wanna munch jelly beans now.
I'm feeling so fucked up.
Like seriously.
Everything drives me crazy.
I just need a rest.
But my mind just won't shut up!
:(

Anyone, please entertain me.


xxx

birthday

Talking about birthday,
Someone's birthday is coming.
Okay, so Cindy's birthday is about to break!
HAHA!

Okay, who's Cindy?
Wait, wait..
I guess I've got photo of hers.
I'm uploading it.

So this is Cindy, took it last year haha

6 days to GO!
Bought birthday present already.
Hope she likes it!
:D
Rocking \m/

xxx

love

Sometimes the things you want the most don't happen and what you least expect happens. I don't know - you meet thousands of people and none of them really touch you. And then you meet one person and your life is changed forever.- Jamie Randall, Love And Other Drugs

Okay, talking about love.
it's a complicated thingy.
it's an emotion that you can't stop no matter how hard you have tried. it comes naturally.
maybe it's best to describe love like that, I assume.
:)

Okay, LOVE.
Some say it's sweet in the beginning, bitter in the end.
I don't know what it actually is.I don't know how to describe it best.
it's relative, don't you think so?
HAHA!

What?
It's not awkward for sixteen-year-old girl to talk about love, isn't it?
Tee-hee.
it's normal, indeed.
HAHA!
Agree with me?
:D

Well, tell you the truth,
I have ever experienced in both falling in love and falling out of love.
So I know how it actually feels like.
Falling in love, huh?
It's sweet, it seems just like in heaven where everything is just so good, so right.
How about falling out of love?
Well, if falling in love seems as if you were in heaven,
then it doesn't mean falling out of love seems like hell.
It's a total NO.

Falling out of love.
It's like breathing and waking up are the hardest things to do.
For every breath you take just hurts and waking up with broken heart is the main problem.

Memories haunt, that's effing right.
You miss every single thing you ever did with him/her.
You just don't know what to do cause the one who you thought would never leave, left.
All you do is just sitting, waiting for the 'good morning' texts which you obviously know you will never receive it no more.

And dude, if you experience falling out of love,
all you have to do is MOVE ON!
There's no other better way than that.

You may forget how miserable your past is, but you shouldn't forget what it has taught you.

Well, guess it's enough for today.
I feel extremely tired to push myself to think about how to describe it well.
HAHA!
You just have to experience it yourself to know how it actually feels.
Guess Imma hit the 'Publish Post' button.
See you in the next posts!
:)

xxx

Lady Gaga

Hey!

Lady Gaga.

So, what's the first thing pops up in your mind the moment you read it?
Well, a singer who is cumbersome?
Okay, acceptable!
She's awkward.
HAHA! But I prefer saying it CREATIVE to AWKWARD.
Why?
Don't you think she's really creative?
She manages to think out of the box, to be the outstanding one.
Okay, Lady Gaga - Mother Monster.
I'm a huge fan of hers!
Well, no actually..
I'm not a huge fan, I'm one of her LITTLE MONSTERS!
:D

Okay, so what i'm gonna say is this.
Drum, please!
HAHA!
Jreng jreng jreng jrengg.....
These are the complete tracklisting of Born This Way album :

1. Marry The Night
2. Born This Way [single 1]
3. Government Hooker [single 3]
4. Judas [single 2]
5. Americano
6. Hair
7. Scheiße
8. Bloody Mary
9. Black Jesus - Amen Fashion
10. Bad Kids
11. Fashion of His Love
12. Highway Unicorn (Road to Love)
13. Heavy Metal Lover
14. Electric Chapel
15. The Queen
16. You and I
17. The Edge of Glory

Be sure you have it on your phones and your iPods.
HAHA!
Paws up, little monsters!

xxx

wishes

hey...
it's been awhile since the last i posted.
hahahaha.
i've been running out of words to say recently.

so..
i've got lotsa wishes to be granted on my coming 17th birthday.
i wish mom could just grant one of it.
and i'll be effing happy!

The first is Canon EOS 550D.
I really wish to have this on my 17th birthday!
I've been wanting a dslr camera since i was 15! ;D

The Second is, iTouch4!
Well, since listening songs from blackberry wastes the battery and besides my memory isn't enough for the all songs i've got. :p

The third is Motorbike - I always want this since it'll be easier to go anywhere myself. :)

 And, this is the last one,
                                      A trip to The God Island, Bali with my friends

Well, as you know, first is always the most wanted one.
so i really wish that i could have that for my 17th birthday.
i didn't wish for a huge party celebration or whatsoever,
all i want are just these.
hehehehe
wish mommy could just grant one of it.
:D

my very first post

Hey!
I'm new here - not actually new, I mean yeah, I was.. hours ago. HAHA.
Well, this whole blogging thingy really drives me crazy. I have created one before, but it doesn't show my last post. Feeling so fed up with it, I decided to create one more. Hoping this time it will not be like what it was. #pray _/i\_

Well, I have nothing else to share. So I'd better hit the 'Publish Post' button.
And yeah, see you in the next post folks! :)


“With lovers there can be "Goodbye". But with friends there will only be "Hello" and "Glad to see you again".”